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Christa Pike How Many Times Can You Kill Me?

How Many Times — Radio Edit

01The story behind the song

Christa Pike (How Many Times — Radio Edit) is an original electro-blues track by TOXIC CHEERLEADER, released on SWEET MUTINY.

Inspired by the real-life case of Christa Pike, the song explores guilt, punishment, and the moral dilemma surrounding the death penalty.

Told through a fictional first-person narrative, it neither excuses the murder of Colleen Slemmer nor minimizes her suffering. Instead, it raises a deeply uncomfortable question: where does justice end and revenge begin?

Watch the official music video: https://youtu.be/ZkHFeHr3E8g

About the voice in this songThe lyrics are written in a fictional narrative voice. They are not statements made by Christa Pike.

02What happened

Last updated October 11, 2026. This summary is based on press reports and may change as new information emerges.

Christa Pike was sentenced to death for the 1995 murder of 19-year-old Colleen Slemmer, a classmate at a job training facility in Knoxville, Tennessee. Prosecutors said the killing took place on January 12, 1995, when Pike was 18 [1][2][4].

Tennessee scheduled her execution for September 30, 2026. She was the only woman on the state's death row, and it would have been the first execution of a woman in Tennessee in more than 200 years [1]. Governor Bill Lee said he would not intervene [1]. An appeals court halted the execution about an hour before it was due, and the US Supreme Court lifted that stay [3][4].

According to her lawyers' court filings, two doses of pentobarbital were administered and neither killed her [2][4]. The Associated Press reported that she could be heard snoring loudly after the second dose [4]. She was taken by ambulance to a hospital [4]. The Tennessee Department of Correction said it followed every step of its protocol [3][4]. Governor Lee called the events "deeply disturbing," ordered a review, and postponed the state's only other execution scheduled for 2026 [2][4].

Robin Maher, executive director of the Death Penalty Information Center, described Pike's experience as "singular and unparalleled" [4]. Colleen Slemmer's mother told NBC News that "it was a mess" [4].

At a court hearing in Nashville on October 7, Pike's attorney said she had regained consciousness roughly six days after the attempt and was speaking only to a limited extent [2].

  1. [1] WSMV, September 28, 2026
  2. [2] ITV News, October 8, 2026
  3. [3] The New Daily, October 1, 2026
  4. [4] Associated Press, via Irish Examiner, October 1, 2026

03Lyrics

I learned to hurt,
I learned to hide.
Something in me
slowly died.

I took a life.
I crossed the line.
No past can make
that killing right.

Kill me once.
Kill me twice.
How many deaths
can fit one life?

How many times can you kill me?
How many times can I die?
How many times can you kill me
and still look me in the eye?

How many times,
how many times,
how many times can you kill me?
How many times till I'm free?

Thirty years,
a concrete sky.
Every morning,
waiting to die.

No sun, no sky,
no place to run.
Just counting down,
one by one.

Strap me down.
Find the vein.
Close the curtain.
Try again.

Kill me once.
Kill me twice.
How many deaths
can fit one life?

How many times can you kill me?
How many times can I die?
How many times can you kill me
and still call it an eye for an eye?

How many times can you kill me?
What will my dying set free?

I took a life.
You take two.
Is that what justice
has to do?

One shot.
Two shots.
Still alive.

How many times...
How many times...
How many times can you kill me?

How many times...
How many times...
How many times can you kill me?

04Credits

ArtistToxic Cheerleader
SongChrista Pike (How Many Times — Radio Edit)
Label & DistributionSweet Mutiny
Lyrics Adaptation, Music Production & Artistic DirectionLouis Cacciuttolo
Film footageCinder (2014)
Film Writer, Director & ProducerLouis Cacciuttolo
Director of PhotographyNathalie Sapin
Actress & DancerHuang Huan
Copyright© 2026 Louis Cacciuttolo — Original creative contributions
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